Ever since I was a young child of about 6, I thought that playing with angels and fairies was something that all kids do. Until I told my mom about it, she was puzzled and thought something was wrong with me. In order to deal with the situation, she made sure that I wasn’t alone at any point in time, read the Hanuman Chalisa to me, and even took me to various Pandits too. Her reaction made me unconsciously block my awareness, and I stopped seeing angels and disconnected from them. I left them, but they never left me.